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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Im going GAGA


Is it possible for one to have a weird confusing mixture of so many complicated contradicted and sometimes madly undefined emotions!?



This is exactly what Im going through right now.


Im happy, sad, mad, excited, down, dizzy, worried, confused, busy, tired, exhausted, hyper, have a thousand things to do, wish the coming two days would end fast, hope the coming week will end even faster, wants the 5 next months to end quickly, yet at the same time I really wish that for once- time wouldn't fly!!!

I can't, and I strongly avoid saying GoodBye! How would I have enough courage to do that now when it's just so very hard? It's like a piece of my heart would get torn!

*sigh*

15 Comments:

  • At February 14, 2007 , Anonymous kinzi said...

    Dima, don't mean to add MORE to your list...but have you and hubby-to-be had any pre-marital counseling? It is so important for a strong marriage. I have some books if you want to borrow them...

     
  • At February 14, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    I'd love to! I also believe this is something that must be done to build a strong marriage. Though we won't be able to do it together as he's flying out! But we'll see, i'll read some books and ask him to do that even if he's not here.. thanks a lot Kinzi

    *hugs*

     
  • At February 15, 2007 , Blogger nido said...

    I know exactly wut u r going thru DIma, just try to relax, & make the best of it! enjoy the last few months among your family and friends, and don't worry about anything else now but how to make the best of your eengagement time! Albi ma3ik:) love...
    P.S.: If you need my advice about books to read, just let me know;)

     
  • At February 15, 2007 , Blogger nido said...

    Oh, you know what's funny? My friend from Serbia's name is Dragana, which means -3aziza-, we call her GAGA! hehe

     
  • At February 15, 2007 , Blogger Oriental Arabesque said...

    i feel for u...albi ma3ek

    hope all works the way you want and try to enjoy this period of the preparations and all it's supposed to be nice...

    all the best :)

     
  • At February 16, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    nido... my colleague made this word stick in my mind as she keeps saying she's going GAGA, so yesterday I asked her,, what does it exactly mean!? This is when I knew that it's something she came up with.. LOL

     
  • At February 16, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Thank you girls, Im doing greaaaaat! :) super!!! really! it's just that 'T' left today.. and I dread this part, I hate the farewell especially when it's my 'T' who's leaving! As I wrote it's like a piece of my heart is torn,,, but il 7amdilla im feeling much better now, soon enough he'll be here and we'll be together again in no time! Im so excited for all the things that I need to do and the preparations.. il 7amdilla i've never been happier! Im haaaapppppppyyyyyyyyyyy, and jumping!

     
  • At February 16, 2007 , Blogger Noura said...

    Well, good am here right on time to wish u a happy begining to a new chapter in your life..Good luck to you..
    Here is some fun info about the "Googoo Gaga" term :)

    Many thanks for welcoming me into the blog world.

     
  • At February 16, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Noura... Thank you dear! :) I was reading your comments for so long now on Averr. blog and hoped you'd have a blog as you sounded really nice from the comments... knew you'd have an amazing one :D

     
  • At February 16, 2007 , Anonymous Maioush said...

    Dima dear: human nature never accepts change, even it’s the change that we worked our whole life for, its so normal for you now feel confused, happy, sad, mad, excited, down, dizzy, worried, busy, tired, exhausted, hyper, etc….
    Honey.. just take a deep breath and don’t think about things too much, let it go smooth and inshalla every thing will be fine, take care of your self

     
  • At February 16, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    thank you Maioush... Im doing great now :) I have another challenge next week, and then i'll be free.. the rest are preparations that I would definitely enjoy doing!

     
  • At February 17, 2007 , Anonymous alba said...

    hey ^^ yesterday i heard a line in a song that reminded me of you.
    "sayounara wa mirai no tame ni aru" = goodbye exists for the sake of the future. i should remember that more often. ^^ when's the big day?

     
  • At February 17, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    albaaa :) yeah! I guess it's right.. Goodbye happens for the sake of the future..! that's why Im feeling great now.. the big day is very soon inshalla :D

     
  • At February 19, 2007 , Anonymous nansea said...

    GaGa= crazy
    copyright:nansea

     
  • At February 19, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    toz feeky nanouseh!

    'and life goes on... said...

    nido... my colleague made this word stick in my mind as she keeps saying she's going GAGA, so yesterday I asked her,, what does it exactly mean!? This is when I knew that it's something she came up with.. LOL '

    did you read this part ya 7ilweh :P

     

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