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Thursday, April 12, 2007

in PAIN

I went through the worst, most painful 24 hours IN MY WHOLE LIFE!

Even after the car accident and the 40 eye's stitches, with all the bruises I had.. all of that cannot be compared to what I've been through yesterday night and today morning.

So after having red allergic infected eyes, I had to spend less time infront of the computer screen etc, but that was all ok, up till the first signs of pain were felt coming from one of my lower teeth.
I was in bed trying to sleep, this is when the pain started, it was more like a drill knocking- splitting my head into two.
It was so painful that I wasn't so sure if the pain was coming from the lower or upper teeth.. the left part of my face, (eye , ear, cheeck and head) started to hurt so badly.. the whole area became like a part of its own, and had its own separate pulse..

This is when I got dressed and dad took me to the emergency at 10 pm. They couldn't do a lot, just a silly useless x-ray, and was about to give me a pain killer injection but I refused and settled with the 600 SUPER pain killers pills... two of them. Which did NOTHING.. nothing worked! Why is it called a pain killer, when it has nothing to do with pain.. ?! I had an aweful night waking up 4 times .. then started to count the hours that would get me closer to the morning so that I'd run to the dentist who's specialised in nerves' treatment.

As he started to work, and with all the numbness I felt and the additional injections the pain NEVER stopped. Not even once! He said he'll pull out the infected nerve. I said fine please go ahead.. I don't need it anymore. I don't want it anymore.. just do anything for this pain to stop!
You can even pull the whole tooth out, two teeth, please don't even hesitate! But to my bad luck.. he just couldn't! All the canals were damaged, and that made the nerve extremely difficult to remove. He said it is severly infected! But what does severly mean? There's no way I can go back home with that nerve still there and that kind of pain, NO WAY!
Though this is what happened..

But well.. next week he'll have to remove that horrible nerve! I cant imagine I would go through this again.. Im praying for a miracle to happen before next week.. Oh God!
He warned me saying if the normal way doesn't work, then he has to drill.. and drilling means that I will be in so much pain.. just the thought of this drilling thing makes me want to faint!

But now I know one thing for sure. NO more CANDIES! NO more SWEETS! + I STILL HATE DENTISTS.. more than ever!!

34 Comments:

  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger Sam said...

    o no, that is horrible!! teeth pain is the worst, i used to get the worst teeth pains before i had my wisdom teeth out..could not even open my mouth..i had to eat rice one by one! i hope u feel better soon...i feel for u!!!

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger nido said...

    AYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!! Oh My God:( poor Dima:( I hope it gets better soon and a miracle happens before you go to pull it out! Is it really because of candies and sweets?! tasawwos ya3ni?! 3ain ou sabatik:p hehe:p No, really salamtik !!!

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Anonymous Maioush said...

    OOOOOOH poor Dima… I’m sorry to hear that dear, hope you feel better soon.
    Lsn.. I went through teeth surgery few years ago (real surgery with stitches and stuff) , you know as I remember there is a medication in Jordan called “Nopain” this the brand I’m 90% sure of the name, it’s a strong painkiller (I guess), but to tell the truth nothing works for me like “Valium” I know it sounds bad, but believe me dear, it’s much better than dealing with the pain. Ask your doctor first… get well soon :)

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Sam... wisdom teeth pain is nothing compared to an infected nerve! I had two wisdom teeth out .. but it's nothing like this :S Thank you dear.

    nido... that was only after we were chatting and I got disconnected! now thinking of it.. it's more like a nightmare! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa3 battal 3indi idmou3 b hal 24 hours.. khilsou nido!

    Maioush.. Nopain will do nothing, you know i took the 600 painkillers! The strongest, but dentist told me today all channels are closed around it so not even injections would get through to the nerve.. :S so horrible! Dad is a doctor he's so against Valium i guess :( but well now the pain is nothing like yesterday so il 7amdilla :) but im still scared of next week :S you know i reached the point where I would pull the doctors hand away from my mouth ! It was so very embarassing !

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Anonymous Lailoot said...

    Dima..7abebti!!!! Salamtek! I know for sure how bad it feels...a dentist once told me that toothache comes secondly after delivery pain! Could u imagine that?!I guess u could!;)I hope u'll smile back to good health soon dear...and I can't agree more,I hate dentists 2,except for my sister Nour!

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Anonymous Hala said...

    OUCH poor thing :( I know what you mean, I just hate dentists.

    My wisdom teeth are killing me as well, and I should have them removed, but I am scared, so I settled down with pain killers for now. I HATE DENTISTS :@ (You know I feel mean saying this because a dentist is exactly what will make my life easier with the removal surgery lol).

    Salamtek Dima, and I hope it will be not as painful :)

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Anonymous Qwaider قويدر said...

    OH MY GOD .. salamtek ... Take care of yourself.
    I've been under the weather myself lately and know what you're talking about. So just relax and try to get some rest. Things will get better

    Salamtek again

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Anonymous hamede said...

    Al hamdula 3ala al salameh.

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Lailoot.. yeah except your sister Nour I agree :)! Can't it be more painful than delivery pain kaman?!.. I really can't imagine anything that would be worse! OH GOD!

    Hala.. thank you dear!~ Take it from me, wisdome teeth pain is nothing.. stop the pain killers cause there will come a time when you have to face it, let it be sooner than later.. it doesn't hurt! I had 2 of mine removed a year ago (with only one week between each) and after 5 days I was in Dubai running in the malls :D, it all went fine! the nerve pain is the ugliest of all//

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Anonymous salam said...

    salamat Deemah!

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Qwaider قويدر and hamede.. thank you :$

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    salam .. allah iysalmek! thanks!

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger Tamara said...

    Ohhh Dima

    Salamtek yarab, inshala soon it will all be behind you...take care

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger PŕōuđPāŀĩ said...

    aww damdoom :( salamet albek bannout *hug* if ur not having anything to soothe the pain, get cataflam, birayye7 instantly 3ashan te3rafi tnami until u get the nerve sorted.

    i feel for u bannout :( sub7an allah kul il awja3 bit-hoon illa il waja3 illi bil face area min sinuses la stiff neck la migraine la tooth ache la eye infections, its all double painful than a stomach ache or a bad back..

    lol ashufek ba3d shahrein :D u'll be baking sweets and sucking on candies after the mess of a root canal is gone :p

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger Oriental Arabesque said...

    salamtek Dima...it feels so bad i know

    take care of yourself

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Tamara.. thank you dear!

    PŕōuđPāŀĩ... 3anjad anything wala the face pain! :S
    kashafteeny.. :$ you know how hard it is to keep that,, i think in less than 2 months kaman.. loooooool 2 months are ikteer~! hahaha

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Oriental Arabesque... it does! And still is :S :'( thanks!

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Anonymous Jasim said...

    Salamtik 3anjad salamtik!!

    I really know about the pain, well I hope things will get better soon and the pain goes away.. :(

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger PŕōuđPāŀĩ said...

    Dima: ana illi ba3raf lol its been 21 months without a drop of sugar in my life! lol bas il youm olt kafaha il bari! bidi muffin :(

    and i dint fight the temptation, jebt muffin :D lol

    salamat again bannout :flowers:

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Anonymous redrose said...

    Salamat Dima..hopefully u r feeling good now :)

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Jasim.. thank you ":) I hope so too :D

    PŕōuđPāŀĩ... 21 months!!! WOW! You're AMAZING! I can never do this.. I can't even pass a week without sweets :S

    redrose.. thank you! less pain! il 7amdilla.. :)

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger PŕōuđPāŀĩ said...

    Dima: i thought i cudnt either, bas tl3et gada3a w ana mish 3arfeh lol :D

     
  • At April 12, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    PŕōuđPāŀĩ.. you really are!!! WOW~ It's out of the question for me :$ LOL

     
  • At April 13, 2007 , Anonymous Who-Sane said...

    damn! that must a lot :( .. 7aram
    salamtik 3an jad ..

     
  • At April 13, 2007 , Blogger Noura said...

    Am sorry about that, I hate dentist too..I have a lot of problems with my teeth because of the fear..I wish you luck..and thank God this happened now, imagine it happening during your honeymoon!! Yikes :)

    Take care..

     
  • At April 13, 2007 , Blogger Sam said...

    i hope u r feeling better today!

     
  • At April 13, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Who-Sane.. :( Thank you ..

    Noura .. yeah just the thought of it drives me crazy! The problem it was a BIG sudden unpredictable pain! A bomb that exploded I guess :S

    Sam.. thank you dear :D the pain is decreasing, but Im so scared of Tuesday :'( I keep thinking about it.. the more I do, the more I feel I wanna hide and postpone it!

     
  • At April 13, 2007 , Blogger Noura said...

    Hope you are feeling better today:)

     
  • At April 14, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Noura.. how sweet of you, thank you :$ the pain is still there, it will never stop and I would not be relieved untill I get it pulled :S !!! next week I guess... I can do nothing now but wait :S

     
  • At April 14, 2007 , Blogger Tiger said...

    hi

    salamat salamat salamt
    I know exactly what u r talkin about becoz recently i mean one month ago I had to remove 3 NERVES AT THE SAME TIME THE DOCTOR FOUND A BROKEN TEETH AND A HOLE HE FOUND EVEN FOOD GONE INSIDE MY LIVING TISSUES ABOVE THE TOOTH HEHEHEHE:) so i had the severe damage thing in the nerve and tooth he had to drill alost the whole thing and my tooth almost looked like an empty egg shell and I had to use brophene 600 for almost 1 month and half taba3an and there is something called anti biotic to kill the infection otherwise he cant remove it correctly and his xray wont work
    it costed me like 500 JD's ya3nee falaset kaman:)

    ya setee salamtek but look at the positive side becoz of this i learned to chew food on the other side which is a healthy habit that dentist recommend and i lost 10 kg's of my weight even my eating habbit changed so it is good for diet:)

    taba3an the part i hate in treatment is where when he tells u to keep opening ur mouth for a god damn half an hour and sticks like small needles inside in and out repeetedly and when it is very bad he just will use a bigger needle o babalesh 3ad ma2asat 3a 7asab el jorah elee 3amalha bedo eyseer eyda'7el hal 7adeedeh jowah zay ka2eno bebrod eshee wela be7afer bebeer betrol bedawer 3ala dhab taba3an lama yelmas el 3asab ya salaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam simply speaking a joyfull experience :)

    yala salamat when it is over u ll feel like wow am telling u u love the feeling

     
  • At April 14, 2007 , Blogger MQabbani said...

    hey

    Salamt , o god help u , i went to dentist once am not into pain at all,
    but teeth pain , make the voices in my head screaming too ,

    soon things going to be better ..

    Salamat again

     
  • At April 14, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Tiger.. three nerves!!! OH MY GOD!!! I can't even imagine that :S

    so you know what the drilling means :'( Glad there's someone who can totally relate to what im talking about .. don't want to sound too spoiled. But it's truely one of the worst kind of pains ever!

    MQabbani.. LOL yeah the voices in my head have been screaming for days now :S it sucks!

     
  • At April 15, 2007 , Blogger O said...

    oh dear... that's torture :S... Sad to read bout that dear, but inshalla you pull through this Dima with minimal pain somehow...

     
  • At April 15, 2007 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    O.. :$ thank you.. that's so sweet!

     

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