Surprise!!! it will EAT you ALIVE..

It makes me laugh when I hear about the ones who plan to do something devilish.. knowing that it's totally wrong and can never be justified ,,, they intend to do it and decorate their devil work.. they spend months or even years to draw the scheme, and they follow the steps carefully and skillfully .. they do whatever it takes to get to what and where they want.. they do all the unaccpeted twisted things and behaviors,, they create all the sick thoughts .. and then when they get there, you hear them saying 'Oh, I think I feel a little bit guilty!'.. well guess what?!... Good for you!!! you deserve it .. and now the fun part is gone, it's time to handle the consequences.

There's nothing worse than this feeling that tears you to pieces from the inside,, gets to you and pollutes your soul.. and no matter what you do, you'll never change the way people look at you! it will keep haunting you forever.. no matter how much you try, you can run but you can never hide!


There's nothing worse than the inner voices you keep hearing,, than the nightmares you'll always be having... the continuous voices in the background reminding you of how low you are. It will attack you again.. and again! It will EAT you ALIVE.

"Guilt is the source of sorrows, the avenging fiend that follows us behind with whips and stings."
-- Nicholas Rowe