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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

I can't pretend

The major mistakes that I have done and Im still doing is all because Im not being able to pretend. Not being able to make myself like someone if I learned to hate him.

Not being able to pretend the things that pissed me off did not happen.

Not being able to act normal or look them in the eyes when there's something bothering me.
and not being able to be just like them.. act innocent and loving, when Im not.
Be nice and caring, when I hold all the poisoned feelings and thoughts inside me.

and I often wonder.. why can't I just fake it?! be like everyone else..!


  • At December 13, 2007 , Blogger Maioush said...

    it's easier to be yourself than pretending, i mean why do you wanna fake it, 5alas if you don't like then you don't like them, and yeah, dealing with people in a very caring way when you don't really care is way worse than telling them that in the face.
    it's not very acceptable socially to be as clear as Crystal, but i guess it's the right thing to do.
    don't feel bad, pretending is not a good thing, you are not missins a thing walahi. 5aleeki heak

  • At December 13, 2007 , Blogger nido said...

    I was the same...but with time I taught myself how to compromise in order to please those around me!
    It's not that easy, but life goes on ;)
    I only "pretend" when I really need to...when those people are close to me -in a way or another- or to my beloved ones...
    I used to call it hypocrisy, but not anymore...
    This is life:)

  • At December 13, 2007 , Blogger Qabbani said...

    Wow its related to my last post :)

    check it out :)

  • At December 13, 2007 , Blogger Marvin the Martian said...

    That's because it's perfectly natural to want to kick someone in the balls when he desperately deserves it! ;-)

    The real decision lies in which shoes to wear. I vote for steel-toed boots. Make a memorable impression.

  • At December 14, 2007 , Blogger mr.anonymous said...

    It all depends on the situation,and the person ur dealing don't have to pretend,and be a hypocrite..but u also don't have to be a mean person.

    I think that one side prevails 3indek more than the other,just balance things up a little bit if you think its needed.

    Note that sometimes people tend to like meaniz and scroll away from niceiz "crazy world eh" be careful with that balance dial..and yeah you still owe me lots of money.

  • At December 17, 2007 , Blogger Noura said...

    Keep your distance from them,and if you come to see them face to face,you don't have to be over nice,just civil and "Kill them with kindness".. Being nice and caring is beautiful and rare,don't change and become like everyone else :)

    Keef el-ma3mool?? are you doing it yourself?? sa7tein w yen3ad 3leiky ya 3arouss :)

  • At December 17, 2007 , Blogger PŕōuđPāŀĩ said...

    same here girl, i cant pretend or ajamel.. be proud that u cant fake attitude. ur unique, and u stick to ur principles. if u dont like someone, u cant be a hypocrite. thats admirable :)

  • At December 21, 2007 , Blogger Oudi said...

    If you feel that strongly about these people you are better off without them. However, this may not work if these people are an integral part of your life such as in-laws or co-workers. However, the best strategy is to minimize interaction and avoid friction.

  • At January 03, 2008 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    maioush.. sometimes it wouldn't be this easy! you have to fake it, you don't have any other choice..

    nido.. yeah I liked what you wrote. This is what Im trying to do too :)

  • At January 03, 2008 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Marvin the Martian .. haha !! I like the way you put it .. 'memorable impression' ;)

    mr.anonymous.. wise words :)

  • At January 03, 2008 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    Noura.. 3a albek!!! akeed not alone.. i helped my mom with it, but if you ask me to do it now, i would say i don't know :S it takes heaps of time and energy.. but i think it's worth it :$

  • At January 03, 2008 , Blogger and life goes on... said...

    PŕōuđPāŀĩ .. thanks! :x

    Oudi .. thank God they're not people I need to see everyday!! :)


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